OK. It’s true. I have become one of THOSE parents, clicking my Nikon at the most inopportune times; sneaking into areas I have just been asked to avoid because it affords a really good shot. Rina probably praying that nobody realizes that I am her mom as I shamelessly push my way in front of other parents to get the best close-up possible. So what was the most recent excuse for my maternal insanity?
Andy and I celebrated an Israeli parental milestone as we watched our daughter, Rina, take her oath of allegiance to the IDF (Israel Defense Forces) at Sde Boker next to the grave of David ben Gurion (first prime minister of Israel). The ceremony was modest by many standards. It even included a little humor. The flag, proudly raised, immediately fell to the ground as the soldiers had not tied the rope to the poll properly. But, despite the mishap, the ceremony, atop the Negev’s massive fissures of Nachal Tzin, offered grand views and emotions.Even before this, Sde Boker held special memories for me. I remember the first time we stayed at the field school. Arriving late at night, we found ourselves hopelessly lost and had to wake a less-than-thrilled kibbutz member to help us find our bearings. The following morning, we stood in utter amazement as we walked behind the field school’s Spartan accommodations to discover that we were standing on magnificent cliffs that soar high above Nachal Tzin (wadi / water bed) where we would hike later that day. Standing silently on the precipice, watching the ibex forage for breakfast while the inky purples of the massive rocks gave way to brilliant sunshine, I thought I would never feel such a sense of awe again. My daughter would change all that.
But she had no idea what this day meant for me. Imagine, Rina had just started two years of service in a highly respected Israeli Intelligence unit. It was not quite the future I had imagined for her, but I couldn’t have been prouder. Andy and I sat in the bleachers, squeezing each other’s hand; hoping the pressure of skin to skin could express the feelings neither one of us had words for. I didn’t know a single parent in the crowd but felt a special bond with them as I’m sure that they, too, felt that same indescribably pride.
As I’ve learned over the years, the IDF is a continuously morphing maze of madness that even veteran Israelis cannot comprehend. For the last year or two, our children’s day planners have been filled with dates for tests; intelligence tests, physical endurance tests, personality tests and sometimes tests that seemingly had no purpose at all. And yet, they took care of it all without our help because, quite honestly, there wasn’t much help any of us could provide. It’s more than a little humbling to know that at the ripe old age of 19, our sons and daughters have become far more proficient at negotiating the ins and outs of Israeli bureaucracy than any of us.
The Intelligence Unit is not a combat one, so basic training is mercifully short. Yes, these soldiers endured sleep deprivation, emotional and physical exhaustion and the special humiliation that comes with feeling fairly clueless of what is expected of you, but the whole ordeal was less than 3 weeks. Even at the beginning, the end was in sight. It was all manageable. So why was this ceremony so emotionally charged for me? Why were so many of the other parents smiling, cheering and crying as if their child had just one an Olympic gold?
It’s hard to know that the army owns your child. It’s hard to know that the IDF has complete control over your child’s life (my ever-increasing ice-cream addiction has shown just how hard it has been for me). But when you wake up in the morning and you know that your neighbor, your bank teller, and your gas station attendant have all made, or will make, the same sacrifice, it makes it a bit more manageable.
So Israel does this one right. These ceremonies are public and a strong thread in the fabric of Israeli society. There isn’t a boss, co-worker or teacher who would ask you to miss one when it’s your child’s turn. Because, sitting in the blazing sun with Russian mothers, French store owners and South American doctors, you know that your individual sacrifice has helped build a remarkably vibrant and resilient whole.
Praying that all of our children enjoy a year filled with happiness, health and security,